yeah, here you go

So, people keep telling me that I need to update my blog...What they don't seem to understand is that I don't have a computer and I have more important things to do than blog when I'm at school...
SO YEAH MILES!!!
just kidding,but whatever

Mall Of America in 5 days :) excitedness!!

That place has EVERYTHING
<3 jtr
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Well then

So I basically haven't posted a new blog in forever.. not much to say.. just updating..

BYE!!!!!
<3 JTR

Halloween! YAY

Its Halloween!! That means Saw 5 with Jerrad!! I'm so excited. As the day is not yet even close to being over, I wait, somewhat impatiently, for the day to be over so I can go get Jerrad and be happy. Today is pretty much awesome, and things are going to get crazy :)

--PM
Happy Halloween :)

New new new new new

So, I am way excited..It is going to be Halloween on Friday, and I am so excited!!
I'm not really celebrating like I used to, but Jerrad and I are going to go see Saw 5!! I'm oober excited. Then on saturday my cousin wants me to go to the Haunted Barn with her. I already went to the haunted hike and i am pretty excited to go to the haunted barn. Last year it was bomb. My mom is in Minnesota for the next two days so i am stayin with my cousin at her house. I am excited, because the fun neverends at her house.
Going to Jerrads after school, then he is coming over on Friday!! So excited

Getting pretty swamped in school..ugh, too much German homework!! Ahh Naja

--PM <3

Prima!!!!

So, it is almost the end of the quarter and before we know it, the end of the year will be here again. It is amazing how fast school goes in High School. Quite fun...........

No real problems, school is alright, im passing everything so that is basically all I care about.

No real updates.. so consider this blog a short one! (Wie Immer!)

Gahhhh

So, last night I got to see Jerrad. It was amazing, and pretty fun. I've never been so happy in my life. I've read through all of my posts and noticed that in pretty much all of them mention Jerrad. Haha.. Yeah

School is gay, classes are gay, etc etc.
Heroin ruins everything, lemme tell ya!! *rolls eyes*

Finally Over.. I can get back to my normal life!!! :)

The wait is finally over. I am out of jail (technically speaking) and I get to be free and do what I want again. Today afterschool I am going to Jerrad's house (of course) to hang out for a little bit. I am pretty excited seeing as I have not seen him in almost two and a half weeks. Never again will I ever do this to myself. Or to him. The past two weeks have been hard, but like I said we got through it. Optimism is key. I've basically done a complete 360 degree turn around from last year. Last year I was all like "screw the world" " I hate life" blah blah blah.. I think the people who have stuck by my side over the year would agree with this. Most days this year I am happy, and if I leave home in a bad mood I try my hardest to squish it before I get into school, as I do not want to infect the others with my unhappiness. It seems like that is all I did last year, well this year is different. I was hard to deal with last year and definitely stubborn, but I've tried to make it easier on the people in my life by trying to be in a good mood and not show it when I am pissed off or sad or extremely mad or whatever mood I am in.
Tonight shall be grand :)
Now just the wait until after school so I can go over there :)
--PM
PS. Lost my cell phone, whatever, thats what house phones are for, right? :)

The anticipated wait

As I sit here writing my Saw 5 movie reflection for the mohawk press, my mind has drifted to the fact that I get ungrounded on saturday and I will be free. Although I do not get to see Jerrad because he has gotten grounded, which is really quite unfortunate, I am pretty excited to be able to go out and do things again.
Last night I got a call from my aunt Heather saying that my dad was in the hospital. He has gal stones and he has to get his gal bladder completely taken out. I feel remorse for him because his 34th birthday is on saturday and he is going to be in the hospital. This caused me sorrow when I was told this news, but as I can withstand anything, it will be alright. I will go and visit him and give him things for his birthday and it will be all good.
I think Jerrad might be able to come over next week, hopefully. It has been two weeks since I have not seen him and I will not make it three. I will kill somebody if I have to.
Well, off to work
--PM
PS. I can't wait for SAW 5!!!!!

Yep yep

So, One more week of hell and then I'll be able to see Jerrad. I am pretty excited. German class is getting really fun. I wish we could talk about the Holocaust though, it kind of sucks. I am like obsessed and we dont even talk about it. Ah whatever. I can remain hopeful to see what happens in CGI next semester
Peace love and Rock n Roll
-PM

I wish it were october already

So yesterday was my last day of freedom until October 11th, which is when I get ungrounded and which is also my dads birthday.
I spent the day with Jerrad at his house yesterday and last night. The two weeks I do not get to see him are going to feel like an eternity, but I am going to remain optimistic (Like i posted in my last post). Optimism is a very hard thing for me to accomplish but nothing will take me down! :)
You all fail
--PM
PS. Get used to my small random posts, it will be rare to find my posts to be LONG

Wow.not smart

So, something very unfortunate has happened. I choose to remain optimistic though because I do not want to sound like a gay "prep" and be complaining about a bunch of shit that is definitey irrelevent. I have gotten grounded. Just when I had begun to think I was doing good, I go and mess it up like I always do. Ohh whatever..

Peace out girl scout
--PM
PS. I secretly think Jerrad is pissed at me
oh wel

Definite problem.

I think I have a problem. Everytime I log on here I feel the need to blog about something, anything, whatever comes to mind. Which is what Ive been doing. This site is addicting is it not?
Yeah, well, its friday, almost saturday, so i can see Jerrad and then possibly again on sunday. Quite exciting.....
Paper goes out today, we distribute monday. Its going to be bomb ass
Believe it :)..
--PM

Oh the wonders

So as I sit here slaving away at trying to create this paper, I realized that on sunday will be the 28th of september. Wow this month went fast, I remember like just yesterday turning 15 and that was in July. Ahhh wonderful. Ive also realized that the 28th is my 3 month "marking" date or 'anniversary' whatever you want to call it, that ive been with Jerrad. That really is quite something considering its ME!....Yep yep..Well, must finish paper, it comes out on monday.
--PM
PS. Isnt life just peachy?

Oh so confusing

You know, I think people in this life were not meant to be happy. That life was just given to us and we had no other option but to take it. I mean, yea we have moments in our lives where were really happy, but how long do those moments really last? Eventually sooner or later theyre going to end and theres nothing we can do to stop them from ending. It seems as if the moment just keeps building and building until were at our peak and we slowly start to decend downhill into some form of unhappiness. What does this really tell you about the world? That someone or something out there actually wants us to be happy? No, I didn't think so. How many times have we gotten our hopes up, just to have it come crashing down on us like a tidal wave?
Why people would want to deal with this, is definitely beyond me.
--PM

Ugh (shoot me)

So Yeah. Sitting in school in second period..Listening to Disturbed..Working on stories..Searching myspace.. you know..the works.

Waiting for 3:15 so I can get out of school and go spend my day doing something somewhat more productive than what I am and will be doing for the rest of this dreadful day.

I guess word gets out fast when people get a blog on here :)
Assholes ;)
Thats it for now :)
Peace Love and Rock n Roll
--PM

GOOD LORD (he doesn't exist)

Okay. I just made this blog today, and Michael has already been like "GOOD GOOD IVE STARTED A TREND!" Well sorry to burst your bubble, but you really havent :)
ive decided to get this blog thing up and running because i have a ton of blogs scattered all about so i thought why not put them all in the same area?
Well off to study for Business and destroy the weak :)
--PM

The Madness Has Begun

Alright. So. I've heard about this 'blog' website from a few of my friends and it has desired me to get one. Although my mother is 'not nice'(key word:NOT!) and she has taken my computer I dont know how I will be able to quote unquote check and update it other than school, but I will manage. As we all know, if people do not listen to the 'paige' the apocolypse WILL occur.
So, something that I find amuzing. One of my besties, MilesDonovanBrainard has a 'gay lover'. hehe. It is fun to torture and torment him like so with Chrissie mc gay pants.
He will get over it :)
School is "G-H-E-Y." All the stupid 'fresman"(in reality they are 7th graders) keep getting in my way in the hallway and the holocaust is going to occur is they do not get out of my way. Everyone knows how I get with people all up in my way. Chinese Water Torture seems fun, only I'll use needles and hot irons :)
How does that sound?
Random rantings.. Ohh aren't they lovely?
Especially when you're sitting in second period, trying to produce a shitty paper that everyone knows it wont improve from last year so why even bother?
So, there is this one girl who is scared of me. She is all like "WOW You're so weird!" All I could say was "I will haunt your dreams, little girl." She is one year younger than me, but she is still 'little'. I dont care what you say, It's what I say, so therefore, No one cares. :)
Oh isn't it lovely?
Yes, quite so.
So....This kid named Michael.. he has a blog on here.. Haven't read it.. But im going to.. And its going to be awesome.. Yes..quite..so..
Be afraid, be VERY afraid. ;)
I'll 'update' this some other day.
I'm afraid I will be parting my separate way to 'work' on school stuff :)
Peace Love and Rock n Roll
--PM