Halloween! YAY

Its Halloween!! That means Saw 5 with Jerrad!! I'm so excited. As the day is not yet even close to being over, I wait, somewhat impatiently, for the day to be over so I can go get Jerrad and be happy. Today is pretty much awesome, and things are going to get crazy :)

--PM
Happy Halloween :)

New new new new new

So, I am way excited..It is going to be Halloween on Friday, and I am so excited!!
I'm not really celebrating like I used to, but Jerrad and I are going to go see Saw 5!! I'm oober excited. Then on saturday my cousin wants me to go to the Haunted Barn with her. I already went to the haunted hike and i am pretty excited to go to the haunted barn. Last year it was bomb. My mom is in Minnesota for the next two days so i am stayin with my cousin at her house. I am excited, because the fun neverends at her house.
Going to Jerrads after school, then he is coming over on Friday!! So excited

Getting pretty swamped in school..ugh, too much German homework!! Ahh Naja

--PM <3

Prima!!!!

So, it is almost the end of the quarter and before we know it, the end of the year will be here again. It is amazing how fast school goes in High School. Quite fun...........

No real problems, school is alright, im passing everything so that is basically all I care about.

No real updates.. so consider this blog a short one! (Wie Immer!)

Gahhhh

So, last night I got to see Jerrad. It was amazing, and pretty fun. I've never been so happy in my life. I've read through all of my posts and noticed that in pretty much all of them mention Jerrad. Haha.. Yeah

School is gay, classes are gay, etc etc.
Heroin ruins everything, lemme tell ya!! *rolls eyes*

Finally Over.. I can get back to my normal life!!! :)

The wait is finally over. I am out of jail (technically speaking) and I get to be free and do what I want again. Today afterschool I am going to Jerrad's house (of course) to hang out for a little bit. I am pretty excited seeing as I have not seen him in almost two and a half weeks. Never again will I ever do this to myself. Or to him. The past two weeks have been hard, but like I said we got through it. Optimism is key. I've basically done a complete 360 degree turn around from last year. Last year I was all like "screw the world" " I hate life" blah blah blah.. I think the people who have stuck by my side over the year would agree with this. Most days this year I am happy, and if I leave home in a bad mood I try my hardest to squish it before I get into school, as I do not want to infect the others with my unhappiness. It seems like that is all I did last year, well this year is different. I was hard to deal with last year and definitely stubborn, but I've tried to make it easier on the people in my life by trying to be in a good mood and not show it when I am pissed off or sad or extremely mad or whatever mood I am in.
Tonight shall be grand :)
Now just the wait until after school so I can go over there :)
--PM
PS. Lost my cell phone, whatever, thats what house phones are for, right? :)

The anticipated wait

As I sit here writing my Saw 5 movie reflection for the mohawk press, my mind has drifted to the fact that I get ungrounded on saturday and I will be free. Although I do not get to see Jerrad because he has gotten grounded, which is really quite unfortunate, I am pretty excited to be able to go out and do things again.
Last night I got a call from my aunt Heather saying that my dad was in the hospital. He has gal stones and he has to get his gal bladder completely taken out. I feel remorse for him because his 34th birthday is on saturday and he is going to be in the hospital. This caused me sorrow when I was told this news, but as I can withstand anything, it will be alright. I will go and visit him and give him things for his birthday and it will be all good.
I think Jerrad might be able to come over next week, hopefully. It has been two weeks since I have not seen him and I will not make it three. I will kill somebody if I have to.
Well, off to work
--PM
PS. I can't wait for SAW 5!!!!!

Yep yep

So, One more week of hell and then I'll be able to see Jerrad. I am pretty excited. German class is getting really fun. I wish we could talk about the Holocaust though, it kind of sucks. I am like obsessed and we dont even talk about it. Ah whatever. I can remain hopeful to see what happens in CGI next semester
Peace love and Rock n Roll
-PM