The wait is finally over. I am out of jail (technically speaking) and I get to be free and do what I want again. Today afterschool I am going to Jerrad's house (of course) to hang out for a little bit. I am pretty excited seeing as I have not seen him in almost two and a half weeks. Never again will I ever do this to myself. Or to him. The past two weeks have been hard, but like I said we got through it. Optimism is key. I've basically done a complete 360 degree turn around from last year. Last year I was all like "screw the world" " I hate life" blah blah blah.. I think the people who have stuck by my side over the year would agree with this. Most days this year I am happy, and if I leave home in a bad mood I try my hardest to squish it before I get into school, as I do not want to infect the others with my unhappiness. It seems like that is all I did last year, well this year is different. I was hard to deal with last year and definitely stubborn, but I've tried to make it easier on the people in my life by trying to be in a good mood and not show it when I am pissed off or sad or extremely mad or whatever mood I am in.
Tonight shall be grand :)
Now just the wait until after school so I can go over there :)
--PM
PS. Lost my cell phone, whatever, thats what house phones are for, right? :)
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